Dec. 2011 2nd week in Halifax

Dec. 10th

Back to Halifax flight delay delay to bad wind in Halifax, wake up 6:00am and left NY at 2:00pm.  on Thursday, 

Friday I was busy,to work, took lots of orders and very happly, for 5 years I wanted to get DSD orders from Loblaw, I got it again finally for world link. Partial my own company. 

Seasy had badminton Friday night,I went to chat with Xiao li. Last time we chat was 3 month ago.  It was good always to connect with friends.  She care about me a lot and I can tell her everything.  Time past so fast, before I realize, it is 11:00 already, I run to home, Seasy is already there. 

Hi, this beautiful house, without Seasy is nothing. I live this house a lot, keep on putting all my extra time in keeping the house in right shape, however,of let so empty when Georges is not there, can not help to think Huang wen when I was alone, when he is here, house is better. I did everything I can to make a good house, but for whom? Seasy is one, the man I love is another reason, I felt bad he is not here, does not matter how I try to keep the house nice. It had no meaning. He is busy to keep 3 house, indeed the quality of my life discount when I need to go grocery alone under the rain. He was not there and will never be there. But he needs to go grocery, I was always there. 

I really need to think about myself, to find a balance and know heat I truly need before I comments on my life. He Edward a money machine, I trust him blind as he is making it domes not matter how he spend. But, now, I have concer, as I do not believe with less input on business you can get more. His priority now is health, business goes 3rd or 4th. With a sick body, he needs to running between 3 house and business, it's a lot for him. 

I will have to learn more on business so I can take care of myself and ny business. By any chance things go bad on His health, I need to know how to read book how to keep it going, from tomorrow, I will ask him these part and secure the money I made first. I want to setup meeting with accounting and lawyer to see what is the best t o do.