December 5th, Arrived new York, went to hospital " nuclear center" , he got eject with a secret needle : something stored inside a big lead bottle, now, he can not sty with little kid or pregnant woman, he is radiation , can not pass security of course, he will be growing in dark, I may not make love with him, I do not want to have a shunning downstair in the night, I only west shirt here . Geoffery is asking if his pee grooming tonight !
We will be back tomorrow for scan.
My taxi needs 30 min to pharmacy, I took time to write during the ride.
Last time we stop at my daughter is coming:
Friday , I check the schedule and map, ready for seeing my daughter, so excited, called Seasy, she is very excited too, I told her mark sure cell is on so I can find her after landing.
Afternoon, his pain start at right lower side, i called surgeon group, no explanation, doctor has no idea. Pain kepts increasing , I can feel from the wrinkle in his face. 7pm, getting worse, 3 morphine pills can not stop, we went to emergency, this is the worse place I ever seeing, people crying, yielding, complaining, my head got so big, after 1 hour waiting, we went inside, he got a bed to lying done, his pain increased, I covered curtain, he started to cry. I can not imagine what pain can cause this man cry, I run to doctor try to get help, you know what: doctor can not find nurse to give him a shot for pain killer. Nurse is too busy. The other side of curtain is a black lady, she shout out loudly for nurse to come, she is complaining for the pain, After hours of hearing this and seeing georges painm i got such annoying about her and ready to step her with a knife.
After chasing doctor, our surgeon doctor came and got upset with emergency center: the chaos here is like a circles , he moved Georges bed to a quiet place so he can rest and finally found nurse. His pain reduced after nurse inject morphine , I was happy, but doctor said " the fact, georges is awake and smile means he is in a serious pain, as this morphine can make an elephant sleep."
He was moved out for scan, another night, no sleep, in the middle of crazy place, I just wish never come back again, I asked to be moved back to 11 west.
No way I am going to pick up Seasy today ( early mooring ), I called Wilber 2:00am, with tears in my face : cancel the trip for Seasy. I felt so hurt inside and so sad, felt like I lost my daugter, I paid very high price for my love. It indeed costs me . Next time, I believe I will choose kid. This time, I felt pain in my heart.
His result came back, next day, we saw our surgeon group again, it was a clot in liver. Like pinky size, big clot. Hr needs to take a shot a day for 3 month, we left 11 west and went to buy the needle : need $7000. Now, I realized the importance of insurance. But, this and hospital bills is not covered as we are in US.
We moved back to mamara, paid a private nurse to come in, costs $120 for a shot, now, we have to learn to do needles, I am so happy I grow up in hospital and saw this daily, I have no fair about giving needle to other, I choose butt as I saw when I was kid. Nurse said use leg or belly which I never heard of.
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